thank you, Sorry, I Love you

I'm starting to like you

I wasn't going to like you

But you're too cute

Meeting you is like a dream

You can do everything that i don't

I though that it was placed there for me

I'm getting to like you more and more

But, i'm hating myself more and more

It can't be like this

I'm going crazy

I'm not supposed to be like this

Am i falling in love again?

I have already fallen

This time, things are not just going to end up in tears but sure tears

I'm 100% sure that i will get hurt and the relationship will end
Before i get hurt, i'm going to end it

But why are you doing to me?

Early i though i can't stop this feeling

But now
Thank you
Thank you so much for realized me again

I think that 500 days of summer film hit your head
Because after you watched that
There's big different of you

I realized it but to behave like nothing happen
But this morning
Something happened
Sudendly you delete contact me

I must realized that you are very disturbed by me
So you did that

Now i must starting to unlike you
This time is right time for me to step back and run away from you

But that need a process
I find my fear again that i dont wanna lost something
Because lost something is hurt
And i dont wanna be hurt

Egois
Yeah its me
It hurt to sudendly lost you

But my best friends told me
"Kenapa mencoba menggengam apa yg tidak ingin dipegang?"

Release it
Sometimes holding on more damage than letting go
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Gomawo
Mianhae
Saranghae

Xoxo
Mika Bellamy